i need to edit and post photos for my sketchbook page, and i’m still very nervous about it, because i’m not used to being so vunerable, and i feel like my art will expose parts of me that i’ve always kinda hid and stuff…
i’m also nervous about any nosy people at potential work places, but like, it’s not like i’m acting out here- just, different. i honestly thought about making my internet sona different, but i like my old simple traits: cat ears and tail.
i guess people describe this as a kemonomimi, or, nekomimi. and tbh i just found this out this year, i honestly had those traits on my internet sona since middle school, like over 10 years ago, for sure. i never really wore cat ears in public, i wasn’t able to be that kid. not just family, but living in the city would have had consequences, lol.
even as an adult, i really wouldn’t outside unless it was October, but I’ve been wearing them for Tiktok to fit my internet persona, but that’s the more embarrassing part if a nosy fuck sees that, but tbh, like, WHATEVER WE’RE ALL GOING TO DIE LMAO i rather wear some fake fucking ears than to die extremely prude and boring. ToT
i’m surprise i honestly typed this much but i’m trying to push myself to use my website more and be more open, because it’s not like there are people around me that can relate to me and shit like that u,w,u
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